Monday, April 8, 2013

The Only DIsability

What's Wrong with Us?   

So much has been going on in the world lately.  SO much trouble and despair, I see so many people hurting and losing hope as the American economy continues to shrink and our government and the nation as a whole seems more divided than ever before.

It seems that while there is talk all across the political spectrum of coming together, tolerance, and compromise, there is little if any action in that direction.  And those who seem to be screaming the loudest are the least willing to engage in any meaningful dialogue.

I've been tempted to buy into that line of thinking at times until I take time to reflect on my blessings and the opportunities afforded to all of us who will take advantage of them.  Everyone has challenges and problems they have to deal with, as do all nations.  We still live in the greatest country in the world with an unlimited amount of opportunity.

It really is up to us.  The key to restoring the glory of this wonderful nation rests as the feet of its citizens.  Free enterprise and the American spirit can resurrect and restore.  I found this great little article by Vic Johnson that is applicable here and worth a look.

Check it out...

The only disablilty is a bad attitude.

...and let's create the life we want for us and our loved ones.

God bless

Sunday, February 17, 2013

Take Up Your Bed!

How to get up and get going again...

 

In these lay a multitude of invalids...


The Healing at the Pool on the Sabbath -
After this there was a feast of the Jews, and Jesus went up to Jerusalem. Now there is in Jerusalem by the Sheep Gate a pool, in Aramaic called Bethesda, which has five roofed colonnades. In these lay a multitude of invalids—blind, lame, and paralyzed. One man was there who had been an invalid for thirty-eight years. When Jesus saw him lying there and knew that he had already been there a long time, he said to him, "Do you want to be healed?" The sick man answered him, "Sir, I have no one to put me into the pool when the water is stirred up, and while I am going another steps down before me." Jesus said to him, "Get up, take up your bed, and walk." And at once the man was healed, and he took up his bed and walked. John 5:3-9 (ESV)

"Sir I have no one to put me in the pool."

Our excuses are so numerous; "I'm not smart enough! I come from a very dysfunctional family! I was abused as a child! I have no talents or anything to offer." ...and the list goes on and on. We often value our excuses more than the hope of breaking free of them. Or is that the problem? We grip our excuses ever so tightly out of fear that we might fail if we try to break free. We hold them as if they are an anchor to keep us from falling... our "safety" rail to keep us from falling off the edge of the cliff. After all, they are all very valid excuses.

Are you hanging on to your excuses to protect you from the unknown? Is that a death-grip you have applied onto those hurts of the past, which you are allowing to murder your future? Are you still replaying the words of loved ones, perhaps even spoken to protect you, over and over in your mind, even though they are death to the dreams God gave you as a child?

Well, my friend, do you know what God says? Just as Jesus told the paralytic at the Pool of Bethesda, who had been there an unbelievable 38 years, He is saying to you right now, "Get up, take up your bed and walk!"

I have been at that location in Jerusalem, and as I looked around I could see vividly in my mind just how it was in Jesus' day. The various pools with all the steps leading down to them below the city gate. This area near the gate above is where all the local citizens would most likely have gathered, the religious, the affluent, and all the influential leaders of the community. What a sight it must have been as all those wanting to be seen and included in all the "important" events of the day, busily carried out their activities, ignoring the needy right below them. After so many years, they were now just part of the local landscape, only noticed occasionally via downward looks of pity and judgement, "those poor unfortunate souls", "sinners" who spent all their days hoping and praying, waiting, hours upon hours for the waters to tremble.

Surely they had to have overheard, more than once, the comments filled with judgement, and the looks of sheer disdain thrown their way by unsympathetic people filled with superiority and pride. How those comments and stares must have damaged their hearts, each careless incident removing from their very souls another sliver of hope. Why me God? What am I doing here? How did this happen? When, if ever, will this end, God?

But do you know what? Jesus, asked the paralytic a question first. Before this invalid could even ask the Healer for help, the only person who knew exactly how long the man had been lying there, and what he needed, Jesus asked him, "Do you want to be healed?" And how did the paralytic respond? Did he scream with joyful hope at the prospect of his lifelong dream being fulfilled? Did he beg for mercy and quick deliverance? Did the man even offer a simple yes?

No, he offered an excuse... When face to face with the very Son of God, and faced with the ultimate question by his Omniscient Creator, "What do you want?" He still clung to his excuse. His lifeline, the pattern of thinking he had imbedded into his mind over all those years, to shield him from the disappointment of missed opportunities, almost caused him to miss his certain deliverance. He, like many of us, had conditioned himself to accept failure and stay down.

Yet, what I find most amazing in this story, is the fact that Jesus took the time to ask him that question. Even the most ungodly pagans in that community knew this man and his condition. One didn't have to be God to know that he wanted to be healed. He did want to be healed, right?

You DO want to be healed, right? The God of all creation who knew you before you were born and knows all that you are and everything you need is asking you right now, "Do you want to be healed?" And he knows how to answer. But guess what? He wants you to verbalize it. He wants YOU to ask.

The very nature of God is within us, His very DNA. And the word of God that created the heavens is nigh to us, even in our mouths. We only need speak it. We have the very mind of Christ, so His word, spoken by us, cannot and will not, return void.


Have you been paralyzed by your past, failures too numerous to mention, regrets upon regrets? Do you want to be healed? Jesus is asking YOU this right now. Let your answer be yes, and in obedience to His command... gather up all that past, roll it up into God's grace, and "Take up your bed and walk!" 

Tuesday, June 7, 2011

How'd I get here? On the threshold of a new life...

Blogging 101... is there a course like that available?  Just started the twitter thing and am exploring all the new technology available to us today.  Pretty amazing I think. Perhaps I would have written more over the years had this all been around.  I have done a fair bit of journaling over the years only to lose much of my writings to lost papers and crashed hard drives.  Just recently, I lost a substantial amount of notes and subject matter I had planned to expound upon when my smart phone froze and required a factory reset.  You would think I would have learned by now, but I actually thought I had all that backed up to my SD card.   I suppose I will just have to put my thoughts on paper first... but at my age I have realized the need to write down the thought as soon as it enters my brain.

Build Your Life Now is a really just a result of where I find myself now at 52 years of age in transition to a new career path - totally unsure of how I arrived at where I am, and not entirely sure of where I'm going.  But I am deeply committed to redeeming the time and building the life I've always wanted... getting where I choose to go and helping others find the way too.  Now is the time for us to step up and live the life we are capable of, only limited my our own thoughts and actions... but unfortunately for many, we are seriously bound by our past failures and their attachment to us.  My past, especially the last several years void of progress and full of goals not reached, has begun to haunt me during recent months.

Currently I find myself almost totally disabled from surgery to repair a ruptured bicep, injured by some heavy falling metal debris during tornado clean-up.  Can anyone relate to being in the wrong place at the wrong time?  So, now I am forced to sit at home and read, (I cannot drive for awhile...) and really ponder my life at this point.   Actually, now that I'm past the pain meds and able to function mentally, the opportunity for heavy introspection is refreshing.  Divine providence has allowed me the chance for some serious self-evaluation and thought about the future.  This was not possible a short time ago, but due to the injury, which was preceded by the loss of a solid management job of many years, I find myself with more time than anything else, except possibly the questions...

The life we live is a result of choices we make and I have suddenly become very serious about those choices.  My talents and interests cover a wide spectrum; And as time speeds by, I desire to live a fuller life of my own design, a life that will cover that wider spectrum, and make a difference in the lives of as many other people as possible.  The older we get, the quicker the days fly by for all of us and we cannot afford to spend a single day fretting about our past at the expense of our future!  We live in the greatest country in the world, full of options, and choices that we can freely pursue to make a grand life for us and our families.  Life is too short to not be doing at least some of the things that bring us joy.


My greatest passion... I've been playing saxophone for over 40 years now, but discovered jazz as a teenager and have never been the same since.  The older I get the more I love to play my horn.  It is my connection to the spiritual realm.  Music, especially improvised jazz, expresses like nothing else, that which cannot be expressed.  It can soothe and heal, and prepares my heart for worship and a deep connection to God.

I am excited about technology and finally taking the time to explore these new mediums of expression.  I have always loved to write and have had so many thoughts and new ideas run through my head lately, that I have felt compelled to start writing it all down.  So hopefully this newly hatched blog will be the creative outlet that will allow me to ramble as I work out some of life's contradictions.

I hope and pray this forum will not only help me, but perhaps create some meaningful dialogue among us humans who have to share our lives with one another.  And as it says on the above photo, "It is never too late to become what you could have been."